I HATE THIS SO MUCH

Every year around this time, with school ending I reach the sad realization that half these people I see everyday are leaving and going to college. And I mean usually it’s not so bad ya know, it’s usually only losing like three or four people I actually care about, but holy shit this year it’s like everyone. Like fuck I got so close to so many of them this year and I don’t know what the fuck to do, like I’m losing half my friends. and like shit I really love these people. They mean so much to me, and it’s hard for me, I hate to be sentimental and shit, but I just want to tell them how they mean the world to me before I move on. And I know it will, it always does, but it’s just going to be a hell of a lot harder this time. If any of my senior friends are reading this that follow me, Meghan, Chandler, Nick, Stephanie, Madison, or any others of you that’ll see it, I fucking love the shit out of you guys, each and everyone of you means a lot to me, and have helped made me who I am today. I hope I can tell you all in person before you go off and start that next chapter of your life.